I hate how much I miss you.
(Source: nickthedinosaur, via namzuged)
I can’t take no more of these tears. My heart is hurting more than ever now. I thought I was gonna be the one you called your queen. Maybe I thought wrong. It hurts so much to see another girl in your arms and to see that you hold her the way you held me. Your lies kill me and especially when I know the truth. All this time it was nothing but lies and heartaches. But obviously you didn’t seem to give a fuck. I went out my ways to put you first in everything no matter what it was. My dumbass put you before school, church, my friends, and sometimes my own fucking family. Its sick, I know. I’m trying to keep my head held high and see where life takes me but you were my life. You destroyed me. You fucked me over. You lied to me. You cheated on me. You ditched me. You ignored me. I never asked you for shit, but to only be real with me and to love me right. But I guess that was to much for me to ask. How stupid of me to think that it would work out.